February 28, 2009 Nick Engvall

Where I’m at Right Now

I oscillate between the emotions of these songs and cannot seem to listen to anything but (sigh). I could have written similar lyrics, or rather have in the last couple weeks. I’ll share when the time is right.

See You In My Nightmares feat. Lil Wayne – Kanye West


Therapy (Featuring Kanye West) – T-Pain

Im Gonna Find Another You – John Mayer

Call My Name – Prince

ManOWar – Prince

Say – John Mayer

I Love You, But I Dont Trust You Anymore – Prince

Complicated – Robin Thicke

After listening to these songs, and spending a lot of time trying to figure out why things don’t work, I realized that there has always been a third person’s, or group of people’s energy intruding into my relationship. Whether it’s mentally, emotionally, spiritually or physically, or even some combination. The fear of this has always been present, ironically it has come to be a reality from in the heaviest of sorts. Whether or not I would have been better off seeing this earlier I don’t think it matters. The truth is, it’s been here a while, and the truth shall set you free.

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Nick Engvall

Student of Life.

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